wow havent been on here properly for a while.
life has been crazy (in the bad way)
theres school, and friends, and general stresses, and art stresses, and my own mini projects that i totally stress over altho i dont no why >.<

my one consolation is fruits basket. but even thats coming to an end T_T i can't tell u how stressful last week was and how stressful this weeks proving to be.
Work experience forms due in tommorow (AT THE LATEST), still havent got a reply. oh shit!
and i got totally plastered on saturday T_T at my fucking stepdads birthday party. i no it wasnt a good thing to do but hey. whats that phrase again?
'Drowning your sorrow's?'
well apparantly im stupider now. i feel it. im struggling in science which always used to be my strong point.
well im struglling in physics and whatever topic im doing now. i got a D in physics. but an A* in biology. what does that say about my physics teacher? ^^'


i got a C in french. crap, if it was japanese i'd be way more involved.
ummm im meant to be getting A-A* in art but! ive only been getting 8 out of 10 at the most. my teacher says i need to losen up UMMMMM I CANT T_T *SOB*
plus im way off the time limits.
Romeo and Juliet in english T_T again. NUUUU i hate essays and CW and History is just piling on the bloody essay's.

Maths i can do.
but i forget each section after we pass it.
Really should be doing my RS HW right now.

the art course isnt going so good.
noone picks my art (in those horrible feedback sessions) which kinda sucks


sorry guys. total bitching session here.

yhyhyh noone will comment anyhoo
just venting is all

the BFUG! out and over.